MiTestimony.

Before I came to MiXchange, for the last 6 months before I had been dealing with debilitating anxiety and depression as an after effect of covid. I had been dealing with chronic pressure on my uterus every month which caused me to have the worst pain ever making me pass out, throw up, get nauseous and it would make my legs go numb making me bedridden the first few days every month. My life had hit a downward spiral and all this sickness that was plaguing me in my mind and body caused me to want to end my life as it all felt unbearable and like it was never going to end. Because of this the only person I could turn to for help was God now, because my treatments and medications weren’t helping much. My dad began to pray with me every night and share the word with me. I started to trust God that He would get me through this and I would pray day and night and eventually I started to listen to sermons by Kenneth E. Hagin on healing. His word gave me hope. During this period I was in matric and my prelims and finals were a huge obstacle for me that I wouldn’t of been able to get through without God. They organized for me to write my prelims and finals in 2022 since I was so sick and wasn’t capable of doing much at the time. But I decided to go through with them so I went my doctor and asked him to put me on the strongest anti depressants he had to try help my brain function. So I went onto this medication and they started to help slightly so I had 3 days before my first prelim to study and once I did my first one I just kept going. I got amazing marks, then I did my finals and there too I got amazing marks. I was overwhelmed with gratitude knowing none of it was me and that it was all in Him in me getting those results. By the end of this things we’re a bit better mentality but still quite bad. My parents described me as a zombie. And I remember this so clearly I was walking in the garden and I cried to God “God it doesn’t feel like my life has any purpose. I don’t feel like living anymore. I don’t know what I want to study, how do I even make such a big decision on what to study and do for the rest of my life now? This is all to much God, please guide me on what to do or show me what my purpose is.” So now I’m still pressing into God as best I know how, I was hungry for healing, I was hungry for my life to be good again. Two weeks later my dad mentions MiXchange to me and was telling me how it’s changed these young people’s lives. So I just say “yeah that sounds awesome, could you get me some more information on it?”. So he tells me that Ps Christi will call me at 6pm that night. So I’m like cool I’m just getting some information, it’s nothing serious you know. So Ps Christi calls me and she starts telling me about MiXchange and it sounds like everything I have been searching and asking God for. I didn’t know it at the time but Holy Spirit touched me and I started to cry and I just said this sounds so right but I would have to leave a lot behind, you know. So Ps Christi said I should come through and check it out. Once the phone call ended I went and sat on my parents’ bed and said “guys I think I have to move to Witbank. We have to go there this weekend to see what MiXchange was all about and if I was going to join.” So that phone call was on the Monday, we come to Witbank on the Sunday for a meeting with Ps Christi. And In that meeting it was an immediate yes and asked when do I come? Ps Christi tells me I have to move to Witbank the coming Saturday. It was a massive decision but it was right, so I came. At the time I also had 3 modelling opportunities in front of me and I had chosen one and signed a 2 year contract. I just had a feeling not to send the contract, I didn’t know it at the time but Holy Spirit was leading me not to send it in even though this had been my dream since I started modelling when I was 14. He had a way better plan for my life, He had MiXchange. 

Where am I now? 

Within the first week of being here all anxiety and depression fled. I started to learn Gods word and had a revelation that God wanted to heal me and that Jesus already died on cross for me to I didn’t have to live with sickness. So now comes Clarence and it’s that time of the month, the morning we were going on a hike and when we got to the hiking spot the pain started and I was feeling really dizzy and I end up needing to sit down once we stopped. Ps Christi, Brynn and Tina stayed with me. I told them what was happening and they prayed for me and the pain went away. Then when we were walking back they started to teach me the importance of my words and how I had been speaking death words over my situation and not life words. I made that change very quickly after that and that afternoon the pain got so bad I started passing out. . Brynn went to go get me ‘grandpa’ to try help the pain. As I was lying there I just started to praise the Lord and thank Him that I was healed and I said “Satan I won’t allow you to have even one of my days”. By the time Brynn got back the pain was gone. I said to him I’d keep the ‘grandpa’ for when pain came back later on but the pain never came back. There was no pain the next day or the next day. God had healed me and for the first time in years I had no pain or discomfort. I haven’t had any pain, discomfort or any issues since Clarence. God supernaturally healed me! Throughout the months there were times where anxiety came back badly but I stuck with His word that I was healed and I began the process with Holy Spirt to get off of all my medication. Every morning I’d say thank you Lord that I am free from all anxiety and depression in Jesus name and I’d take the medication. It got the point where I felt Holy Spirit was very close to releasing me to stop taking the medication. Then the healing meeting at camp meeting came and when I sat down after Ps John prayed for me. I felt Holy Spirit release me to come off of them. I haven’t been on my medication since then and I haven’t needed them either! Praise the Lord! 

I have never felt so fulfilled in my whole life, living for God it is truly the best thing in the entire world. Learning His word and His ways and forming a relationship with Him has completely changed me as a person. I am not the same person I was just a few months ago. I am becoming who I truly am in Christ. He has made me healthy and whole and I am forever grateful to Him. God and Jesus are the only thing worth living for in this life. They are the only things that make life worth it. This part of my Testimony is just a few of the MANY MANYYY things God has done in my life and continue to do in my life!

MiTestimony.

Before I came to MiXchange, for the last 6 months before I had been dealing with debilitating anxiety and depression as an after effect of covid. I had been dealing with chronic pressure on my uterus every month which caused me to have the worst pain ever making me pass out, throw up, get nauseous and it would make my legs go numb making me bedridden the first few days every month. My life had hit a downward spiral and all this sickness that was plaguing me in my mind and body caused me to want to end my life as it all felt unbearable and like it was never going to end. Because of this the only person I could turn to for help was God now, because my treatments and medications weren’t helping much. My dad began to pray with me every night and share the word with me. I started to trust God that He would get me through this and I would pray day and night and eventually I started to listen to sermons by Kenneth E. Hagin on healing. His word gave me hope. During this period I was in matric and my prelims and finals were a huge obstacle for me that I wouldn’t of been able to get through without God. They organized for me to write my prelims and finals in 2022 since I was so sick and wasn’t capable of doing much at the time. But I decided to go through with them so I went my doctor and asked him to put me on the strongest anti depressants he had to try help my brain function. So I went onto this medication and they started to help slightly so I had 3 days before my first prelim to study and once I did my first one I just kept going. I got amazing marks, then I did my finals and there too I got amazing marks. I was overwhelmed with gratitude knowing none of it was me and that it was all in Him in me getting those results. By the end of this things we’re a bit better mentality but still quite bad. My parents described me as a zombie. And I remember this so clearly I was walking in the garden and I cried to God “God it doesn’t feel like my life has any purpose. I don’t feel like living anymore. I don’t know what I want to study, how do I even make such a big decision on what to study and do for the rest of my life now? This is all to much God, please guide me on what to do or show me what my purpose is.” So now I’m still pressing into God as best I know how, I was hungry for healing, I was hungry for my life to be good again. Two weeks later my dad mentions MiXchange to me and was telling me how it’s changed these young people’s lives. So I just say “yeah that sounds awesome, could you get me some more information on it?”. So he tells me that Ps Christi will call me at 6pm that night. So I’m like cool I’m just getting some information, it’s nothing serious you know. So Ps Christi calls me and she starts telling me about MiXchange and it sounds like everything I have been searching and asking God for. I didn’t know it at the time but Holy Spirit touched me and I started to cry and I just said this sounds so right but I would have to leave a lot behind, you know. So Ps Christi said I should come through and check it out. Once the phone call ended I went and sat on my parents’ bed and said “guys I think I have to move to Witbank. We have to go there this weekend to see what MiXchange was all about and if I was going to join.” So that phone call was on the Monday, we come to Witbank on the Sunday for a meeting with Ps Christi. And In that meeting it was an immediate yes and asked when do I come? Ps Christi tells me I have to move to Witbank the coming Saturday. It was a massive decision but it was right, so I came. At the time I also had 3 modelling opportunities in front of me and I had chosen one and signed a 2 year contract. I just had a feeling not to send the contract, I didn’t know it at the time but Holy Spirit was leading me not to send it in even though this had been my dream since I started modelling when I was 14. He had a way better plan for my life, He had MiXchange. 

Where am I now? 

Within the first week of being here all anxiety and depression fled. I started to learn Gods word and had a revelation that God wanted to heal me and that Jesus already died on cross for me to I didn’t have to live with sickness. So now comes Clarence and it’s that time of the month, the morning we were going on a hike and when we got to the hiking spot the pain started and I was feeling really dizzy and I end up needing to sit down once we stopped. Ps Christi, Brynn and Tina stayed with me. I told them what was happening and they prayed for me and the pain went away. Then when we were walking back they started to teach me the importance of my words and how I had been speaking death words over my situation and not life words. I made that change very quickly after that and that afternoon the pain got so bad I started passing out. . Brynn went to go get me ‘grandpa’ to try help the pain. As I was lying there I just started to praise the Lord and thank Him that I was healed and I said “Satan I won’t allow you to have even one of my days”. By the time Brynn got back the pain was gone. I said to him I’d keep the ‘grandpa’ for when pain came back later on but the pain never came back. There was no pain the next day or the next day. God had healed me and for the first time in years I had no pain or discomfort. I haven’t had any pain, discomfort or any issues since Clarence. God supernaturally healed me! Throughout the months there were times where anxiety came back badly but I stuck with His word that I was healed and I began the process with Holy Spirt to get off of all my medication. Every morning I’d say thank you Lord that I am free from all anxiety and depression in Jesus name and I’d take the medication. It got the point where I felt Holy Spirit was very close to releasing me to stop taking the medication. Then the healing meeting at camp meeting came and when I sat down after Ps John prayed for me. I felt Holy Spirit release me to come off of them. I haven’t been on my medication since then and I haven’t needed them either! Praise the Lord! 

I have never felt so fulfilled in my whole life, living for God it is truly the best thing in the entire world. Learning His word and His ways and forming a relationship with Him has completely changed me as a person. I am not the same person I was just a few months ago. I am becoming who I truly am in Christ. He has made me healthy and whole and I am forever grateful to Him. God and Jesus are the only thing worth living for in this life. They are the only things that make life worth it. This part of my Testimony is just a few of the MANY MANYYY things God has done in my life and continue to do in my life!